It's been a while since I opened this diary page, some things change, some are still the same.  Now I'm a bit tired of living this life, tired and sad.  This depression feels like there is a huge something inside my chest and nothing that used to be in my limbs. Sometimes I feel like it’s all right, but then sun goes down and my inner demons go wild. It’s cool that I feel sleepy early at evening, so I can go to bed without any trouble.

Also in this half a year I got tibial fracture, then my family members were sick by covid, and now I have another injury, something happened to my meniscus. 

Maybe I have something more to say, but it's too late now, so I'd rather go asleep.