антидепрессанты и алкоголь 

серый мир превратился в цветной 

чувство эйфории, безмятежности

и в тоже время, чувство паники, безумное  сочетание 

I'm bigger than my body
I'm colder than this home
I'm meaner than my demons
I'm bigger than these bones

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"
I can't help this awful energy
God damn right, you should be scared of me
Who is in control?