Can I have some coffee? Some cigarettes? A little warmth? A little: "Hello! It's all right!"? Or another: "I don't care!"? So bad that it would really be enough for me to regain my breath now. It's not out of spite. This is without unnecessary subtext. Simply so. It doesn't matter where. It doesn't matter how. I'll even be silent for a week after that. Even two. Just to calm down. At least for a couple of hours.